Overwhelmed.

I'm not feeling like I have the zest of life when I walk into school. I don't feel satisified with wat I do. I work so hard and at the end of it, I don't even feel 100% me. It has been bothering my mind all day. When I think of my life, it's boring, I can't seem to manage why I live for, what goals do I want to achieve for the day/week/month/year/future? It's just too much. I feel like crying sometimes.. I'm an emotional person.. I guess.
Maybe I'm just heart broken, I look at myself in the mirror and see this horror ugliness appearing before me. I use to be pretty, now I'm ugly. Maybe I just feel overwhelmed with everything I do. I miss my old friends, and it seems like everyone is moving on besides me, I'm feeling left behind, out of the picture, not happy.
Yes, it's probably that.. I don't know where I stand today with friends, family, work, sport. I have no social life, and never will probably. I'm heart broken, and always will be. Over someone who is too good for me. I'm weak and hopeless.. feeling emotionally run down but oh well, life goes on and people rely on me. I'm overwhlemed with everything.
BEARx