muddled on love.

I never really pick up on the concept of 'love'. It's such a widely used word, and i never seem to get the true meaning on love.
In the old days, i guess love was only mentioned wen two people became one. nowadays we say love is for everythin like 'i love your sofa' nd 'i love the way you dance in the corridor' or... 'common love, got sumfin spesh for ya..' i dno. Maybe its my recent crush which has given me these thoughts.. i know he doesnt like me in tht way, but i just cant help it when he's so aesthetically attractive.. u kno what i mean.. ;)
he does my head in, i dno wat to do, he's just everythin tht i want but he's so stubborn.. i wish i culd speak his language to communicate better, but nothin is perfect. Nothing. nothin ever goes my way, im so determined to change stuff around, maybe i set my goals way to high.. maybe i shuld start bein practical, fantasy land is over... common think straight.. oh well, i'll like.. never get over him, i check his fb everyday, talk to him [sumtimes] and try n help him out.. i feel likes its all been a waste of time. nevermind i'll move on one day

Bear